March, 20th, 2005 Sunday(2:19am....)

This lifestyle of ours provides shelter from the storm. Stresses, problems, lack of cash flow, career issues… Life can beat the living shit out of you if you let it. But no matter what shit sandwich you get served, it is no doubt a blessing to have the person you loved by your side sharing each and every bit of your ups and downs. Now I have got the strength to push through barriers, the determination to bring the best out of me. But I will learn to be a better person to understand, commit, trust and bring her the best. only the best in my life. only joy to her life. I need to tell her how she light up every second of the day. And in the moonlight, she just shine like a beacon on the bay.