August, 10th, 2004 Tuesday(10:57pm...)

second monday

wasn't feeling very good today... infact, i wasn't feeling well, i don't know why but i felt so damn tired the whole damn day... head was fucking heavy... feeling damn moody... i think it must be the 2 1/2hrs balls to wall shoulder training yesterday.... really drain my ass off.... ate my chicken breast for my 4th meal and i puke over the damn taste... the fucking seasoning was from hell....
didn't train today... damn guilty... but i was way too tired to drag my ass to the gym, instead, i drag it home... i was pondering whether its monday or tuesday...shit...
somebody save me.