August, 15th, 2004 Sunday(11:32pm...)

another week has passed... an average week with no major upturns or downfalls.. same moody week like all the previous..i guess. went fishing yesterday with chang and george. george was a first timer, so he landed zero fish, me and chang each had 2 barramundis. taman jurong wasn't really a 'promised haven' of fishing. think those guys in fishingkaki.com just exaggerated...
did legs today as usual, not much of power today, i guess its the after effect of the energy draining fishing session yesterday. not good man. isn't suppose to be this way! I want to pump legs heavy! but.... i did hit the max weights, but i didn't hit the max repetitions i usually do, damn....
guess i got increase the cardio from once a week to twice a week...shit, i'm feeling a bit fat. and i don't want to be a fat fuck. but.... staying cut while growing big is no easy shit man, definately no. its gonna be a long, tiring, boring, sick, moody, tough road ahead... no choice, i pick this road, i'll walk to the end.