April, 22nd, 2005 Friday(12:43am....)

at times in life, when you climb the ladder of hope and faith, you will tend to climb too fast. so fast, so high that in a moment, you thought that you were going to touch the heaven at your finger tips.
Just at that moment of overwhelming happiness, the ladder gave way, and you fall head straight down, faster than the blink of an eye.
And just in time, you grab hold of a rope dangling from nowhere, not certain that will it too give way, you hesitated. But eventually, you know that's your only hope, your only chance, and you can't let go. If you let go, you know that you have already made a decision to fail, cos you won't even try to hold on.
nothing in life comes easy. nothing in life is certain. and nothing in life is not worth trying.
at the dusk of the day, you are your own master. you make decisions for yourself to survive.
learn to accept, learn to listen, learn to understand, learn to persevere, learn to hold on.
and if all things turns out right in the end, then you know, you are at the top, touching the heavens again........