April, 26th, 2005 Tuesday

life has never been quite the same as before. and i am never the same person you knew. that's because when you've walked through some pretty tough situations, you became tougher. and I'm still walking that path. the path no one will lead, the path no one would save, the path no one else's but me that chose.
still pumpin iron, still living, still breathing, still thinking. life still goes on whether you like it or don't. time never stops for you to heal. time reminds you that you have to carry on even though you are wounded. but, its our mind that stops. it stops for our thoughts. it stops at the moment memories flood back. so strong that we get drown in it. if happy memories brings up the sad ones, then why must we remember them all.
some will say, at least we had got a taste of the sweet and bitter before. again, whats the damn point. but, this is life I guess.
I loved in which you love, I dream in which you dreamt
that's why I'm sad when you are depressed, that's why I'm overwhelmed when you feel happy
because I walk your path, because I share your sorrows
that's why I'll do anything to bring you joy, that's why I try to keep up with your dreams
why won't I want to see the truth.... I'd rather be blind
why won't I listen to promises...I'm afraid it break my heart
that's why I felt peaceful in your silence, for it'll bring us to the fate of tomorrow
there's no storm I wouldn't brave...for you. there's no burden I would bare...for you
and that's why I choose to hold your hand, and never look back, I'm prepared, I can
maybe with a hand in my hand, life would never be the same
maybe with a heart in my hand, I would have to face hardships as strong as I can
In my next life, I still want to hold your hand, because I've held your hand in my hand
And because I held your heart in my hand, I'll brave through whatever it takes to be your man