September, 12th, 2005 Monday(11:55pm....)

everything in life comes to an end. this day, i was strong, i didn't drop a tear. i agreed to let you go. not that it doesn't mean a thing to me, but because i knew this is the best way out for the both of us. because i really want you to be happy. it doesn't matter, it doesn't really matter, if all the things i did for you didn't meant a thing to you, it doesn't matter if you weren't a least bit touched. i had fulfiled my role. i had done my very best. i pushed myself to the extreme. yet, this had to happen. i was devastated. i was driven to the point of getting insane. i wanted to cry out loud, there were just no tears. my heart had been mercilessly slashed again. but i kept my cool. i bit my tongue and hung on. this is life. i just had to struggle on without you. i think i'll be just fine. this isn't the first time. i think i'll take it well. i think i'll get used to it. shit happens in life, but maybe, there are just too many obstacles and pain in my life. i don't blame anyone. i shouldn't. many things in life are unpredictable. who's so sure that he'll live pass today? cuz in life, nothing is promised, nothing is certain apart from death. today is just slipping away, and tomorrow's just ain't promised.

你要我的爱我学不来, 眼睁睁的看情变坏, 人怔怔的看情感概...不能给你未来我还你现在,
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪, 安静的结束也是另一种对待...
当我的眼泪流下来, 伤已超载, 分开也是另一种明白...
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开...