April, 28th, 2005 Thursday(1:17am....)

sometimes, when you know that she had dreams that are far more elusive than yours, you know, you had to let her fulfill them. even its about sacrifizing your own dreams, your own desire. everyone is selfish, everyone wants to live their dreams, who gives a damn about what your dreams are. I do. I know what her dreams are and would do whatever I could to let her accomplish that even if it comes to making myself sacrificial. I'm not that great. but I will do whatever it takes. when she wants to fly, you have to let her fly. do whatever I can and never look back. I hope she would be contented with what she has eventually. contentment is the key to eternal happiness within one. and all I want is her to be happy. I guess the road down the my chosen path is even more winding now. but I'll continue to push through. to get to the part where I'll finally deserve what I've been persevering for. life is a game. at the end of the day, you either win or you lose. no in between. no compromising.