October, 4th, 2005 Tuesday

small me



been slacking and not training religously recently. of course, there are too much emotional stress for me to handle and it sorta took its toll on me. took this shot delibrately to see how much i can grow in 2 months time. gotta push myself like what i used to do. i wanna be huge again. i wanna be freaky again. i wanna walk on the streets and make ppl turn their head and comment "thats monstrous" again. I will heave insane amount of weights in the gym again. I will make ppl question my workout whether its intensity or insanity again. watch out, the animal is coming again...