May, 25th, 2005 Wednesday

I have a friend, a good friend of mine, that always remind me to live life with a smile. I think I will now my friend. After some very very deep thoughts, I realised that I shouldn't be so hard headed, shouldn't be so stubborn, shouldn't be so obstinate anymore. Learn to unclench and open up that fist that I've been grasping so tight for so long, too long in fact, and I'll breathe more easier and be more contented. Learn that I shouldn't place my expectations too high on someone or something, and my disappointment wouldn't be directly proportionate to it. Life goes on. Yesterday is just the dust on the shelf. Today is what I've got. With or without someone by my side, I still have to face life with a smile. But maybe with someone by my side to share my life, there will be more laughter and happiness. without that someone, I just have to share the joy with my incomplete self.