Wednesday, September 28, 2005

September, 28th, 2005 Wednesday(12:19am....)

shit happens to me again and again. well, this time round, i completely dislocated my right hand's pinky finger bone that is conecting to the wrist bone. how does it feels? it was great. screw it, come to think of it, i could have broken and smashed the knuckles with that kind of force. damn. but still, its not gonna stop me from entering the weight room. screw the rules, screw the pain. and screw the one that is trying to tear me apart.

Friday, September 23, 2005

September, 23rd, 2005 Friday(12:17am....)

交给你的心,你抛去哪了.....
我们曾经有过的一切,你可否记得....
无奈秋风这般冷,阵阵吹寒心头,心虚与内疚,是你最后的回应.....
你的世界从来容不下我的痴情,而明知故犯,我是个傻子.....
过去的情景像电影,渐渐浮现在眼前,每一幕都让我有说不出口的心痛......
我不愿相信我的真心,最后换来一场绝情.....
不愿相信你的心对我情如此残忍.....

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

September, 20th, 2005 Tuesday(12:00am!!)

good things do happens. guess what. monstajoe calls and is bringing me 10kg of protein powder!!! this is just crazy. the protein came just at the right time! i'll be out of protein in 2 days time and joel really saves the day! thanks my brudder! i think i'll be getting huge again......

September, 19th, 2005 Monday(10:49pm....)

谁在乎我的心里有多苦
谁在意我的明天去何处
这条路究竟多少崎岖多少坎坷途
我和你早以没有回头路
我的爱藏不住
任凭世界无情的摆布
我不怕痛 不怕输
只怕是再多努力也无助
如果说一切都是天意 一切都是命运 终究已注定
是否能再多爱一天 能再多看一眼 伤会少一点
如果说一切都是天意 一切都是命运 谁也逃不离
无情无爱此生又何必

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

September, 12th, 2005 Monday(11:55pm....)

everything in life comes to an end. this day, i was strong, i didn't drop a tear. i agreed to let you go. not that it doesn't mean a thing to me, but because i knew this is the best way out for the both of us. because i really want you to be happy. it doesn't matter, it doesn't really matter, if all the things i did for you didn't meant a thing to you, it doesn't matter if you weren't a least bit touched. i had fulfiled my role. i had done my very best. i pushed myself to the extreme. yet, this had to happen. i was devastated. i was driven to the point of getting insane. i wanted to cry out loud, there were just no tears. my heart had been mercilessly slashed again. but i kept my cool. i bit my tongue and hung on. this is life. i just had to struggle on without you. i think i'll be just fine. this isn't the first time. i think i'll take it well. i think i'll get used to it. shit happens in life, but maybe, there are just too many obstacles and pain in my life. i don't blame anyone. i shouldn't. many things in life are unpredictable. who's so sure that he'll live pass today? cuz in life, nothing is promised, nothing is certain apart from death. today is just slipping away, and tomorrow's just ain't promised.

你要我的爱我学不来, 眼睁睁的看情变坏, 人怔怔的看情感概...不能给你未来我还你现在,
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪, 安静的结束也是另一种对待...
当我的眼泪流下来, 伤已超载, 分开也是另一种明白...
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开...

Friday, September 02, 2005

September, 2nd, 2005 Friday(1:28am....)

some lift to show off to their friends
some lift to boost their pathetic confidence
some lift to be the hottest bod on the beach
some lift to stand on the stage
some lift to look good for the summer
some lift to be huge
some lift for fun
some lift for the fame
some lift for the glory in it
some lift for the sake of lifting

I lift for the love like no others. I'm prepared to take it that far....are you ready?

September, 1st, 2005 Thursday(1:18am....)

fwahhh....time really flies, its a new month again. lets all pray that it'll be a good one. did something today that i think for the first time in maybe 5yrs? or maybe 10? in the hot, scorching, head busting sunny afternoon, i found myself sitting quietly in a corner of the library reading and jotting downs important notes and formulaes on engineering mechanics. insane? yeah. couldn't believe myself either, i was actually behaving like a studious student seriously flipping those pages and looking through every single damn formula. i tell you, damn it, thats actually more taxing then supersetting deadlifts with squats. I'm sorta brain-dead after the 4hrs in the library. while i was taking a breather in between, some thoughts popped up. this year, this year alone, alot of changes and experiences i experienced like no other. i think being 25 really means something. you are inbetween, you need to decide, you need to learn and learn things the hard way. i've got my licence this year, got into a relationship this year, got screwed big time at work this year, never get promotion this year, resigned this year, found a terrific job(hopefully so!) this year, got into shit loeads of debts this year, kept my hair long this year, and shitloads more....
so, i think something big is going to happen...i don't know, but i just felt so, and something tells me its gonna be good.
there was once a wise person told me; ' hey lad, don't look so depressed. believe something. if you sufferred when you are young, you will be rewarded when you aged and old. bad luck won't follow you forever, have a taste of bitter first and you'll like the taste of sweetness.'
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